1 00:00:23,210 --> 00:00:14,300 [Music] 2 00:00:23,220 --> 00:00:26,220 you 3 00:00:33,000 --> 00:00:28,920 my name is Nancy Tremaine I was born in 4 00:00:38,040 --> 00:00:33,010 Detroit Michigan in 1949 the middle of 5 00:00:42,030 --> 00:00:38,050 five children and for me it all began 6 00:00:45,299 --> 00:00:42,040 the summer of 1961 in July and I have it 7 00:00:47,130 --> 00:00:45,309 narrowed down to a three-day period it's 8 00:00:49,710 --> 00:00:47,140 taken me almost seven years to narrow it 9 00:00:54,140 --> 00:00:49,720 down to a three-day period in July 26th 10 00:00:58,319 --> 00:00:54,150 27th or 28th of July 1961 Novi Michigan 11 00:01:00,779 --> 00:00:58,329 and back then Novi Michigan was still a 12 00:01:04,740 --> 00:01:00,789 village there was just all trees dirt 13 00:01:06,779 --> 00:01:04,750 roads very undeveloped and we were one 14 00:01:12,680 --> 00:01:06,789 of the first houses being built in the 15 00:01:19,320 --> 00:01:17,130 this is how it began for me my dad came 16 00:01:23,130 --> 00:01:19,330 home from work at 6:05 every night like 17 00:01:24,930 --> 00:01:23,140 clockwork and he told me that I could go 18 00:01:27,419 --> 00:01:24,940 to my girlfriend Cindy's house to play 19 00:01:29,969 --> 00:01:27,429 and even though it was a beautiful 20 00:01:35,520 --> 00:01:29,979 summer day we had chosen to play inside 21 00:01:38,730 --> 00:01:35,530 and her father yelled for us to come 22 00:01:41,249 --> 00:01:38,740 outside and we could hear urgency in his 23 00:01:44,100 --> 00:01:41,259 voice and as we walked out that front 24 00:01:46,050 --> 00:01:44,110 door we had no idea that our lives were 25 00:01:49,469 --> 00:01:46,060 forever going to be changed from that 26 00:01:51,630 --> 00:01:49,479 moment it was like the part in the movie 27 00:01:53,249 --> 00:01:51,640 The Wizard of Oz were where it goes from 28 00:01:56,730 --> 00:01:53,259 black and white to color because our 29 00:01:59,670 --> 00:01:56,740 world view was forever changed they're 30 00:02:03,149 --> 00:01:59,680 hovering above a tree between our two 31 00:02:06,840 --> 00:02:03,159 homes was a silver ship at least the 32 00:02:09,680 --> 00:02:06,850 size of our three bedroom ranch home but 33 00:02:11,940 --> 00:02:09,690 twice as tall and it had a band of 34 00:02:14,220 --> 00:02:11,950 rotating lights of red green and white 35 00:02:16,620 --> 00:02:14,230 which were either flashing or rotating 36 00:02:21,539 --> 00:02:16,630 they were going so quickly we couldn't 37 00:02:23,880 --> 00:02:21,549 tell no fear just awe it was it was 38 00:02:24,830 --> 00:02:23,890 absolutely breathtaking against the blue 39 00:02:27,979 --> 00:02:24,840 sky 40 00:02:30,599 --> 00:02:27,989 her father was adjusting a small tripod 41 00:02:31,920 --> 00:02:30,609 telescope and he asked us if we wanted 42 00:02:33,509 --> 00:02:31,930 to look through it and I couldn't 43 00:02:36,030 --> 00:02:33,519 believe he would ask such a question I 44 00:02:37,530 --> 00:02:36,040 mean what could he be possibly seeing 45 00:02:39,190 --> 00:02:37,540 that we weren't seeing the ship was 46 00:02:43,690 --> 00:02:39,200 right in front of us 47 00:02:45,580 --> 00:02:43,700 neighbors had started to come out of 48 00:02:48,670 --> 00:02:45,590 their homes at this point you know there 49 00:02:50,890 --> 00:02:48,680 were scattered houses and people were 50 00:02:52,360 --> 00:02:50,900 starting to come outside and nobody was 51 00:02:57,009 --> 00:02:52,370 saying a word you couldn't hear 52 00:02:59,530 --> 00:02:57,019 breathing and we watched as a Novi 53 00:03:02,350 --> 00:02:59,540 police car pulled around the corner 54 00:03:04,360 --> 00:03:02,360 where we were gathered and you could 55 00:03:07,449 --> 00:03:04,370 actually hear the stones hitting the 56 00:03:09,339 --> 00:03:07,459 tires it was going so slowly and it 57 00:03:13,120 --> 00:03:09,349 parked right in front of where we were 58 00:03:16,390 --> 00:03:13,130 all gathered and the two officers exited 59 00:03:19,210 --> 00:03:16,400 the car never turning their backs to the 60 00:03:23,920 --> 00:03:19,220 ship and they walked up the inclined and 61 00:03:26,819 --> 00:03:23,930 joined us and I was still trying to 62 00:03:31,960 --> 00:03:26,829 process what I was seeing was this real 63 00:03:35,050 --> 00:03:31,970 like I couldn't process it and I grabbed 64 00:03:37,990 --> 00:03:35,060 the one officers arm and I tried to 65 00:03:44,580 --> 00:03:38,000 voice three simple words and it went 66 00:03:51,520 --> 00:03:44,590 into slow motion and I said is this real 67 00:03:56,729 --> 00:03:51,530 he never said a word Wow it was the 68 00:04:05,160 --> 00:04:02,050 and we watched as a car was coming down 69 00:04:09,190 --> 00:04:05,170 Middlebrook road towards us and 70 00:04:12,490 --> 00:04:09,200 underneath and the ship its it's heading 71 00:04:14,470 --> 00:04:12,500 towards the ship coming towards us and 72 00:04:16,960 --> 00:04:14,480 we know that who was ever in this car 73 00:04:20,259 --> 00:04:16,970 seized the ship we're wondering how 74 00:04:23,529 --> 00:04:20,269 crazy these people or whoever is in the 75 00:04:26,170 --> 00:04:23,539 car could be to put themselves in a 76 00:04:30,339 --> 00:04:26,180 position where they're nearing this ship 77 00:04:32,890 --> 00:04:30,349 and a beam of light comes out at the 78 00:04:34,990 --> 00:04:32,900 bottom of the ship and it's a white beam 79 00:04:37,210 --> 00:04:35,000 of light and it's slowly making its way 80 00:04:40,240 --> 00:04:37,220 down to the car it's aimed at the car 81 00:04:42,310 --> 00:04:40,250 and we know what's gonna hit the car and 82 00:04:45,760 --> 00:04:42,320 I'm wondering what's going to happen 83 00:04:47,440 --> 00:04:45,770 when he hits this car and the second it 84 00:04:51,450 --> 00:04:47,450 hit the hood of the car the car was 85 00:04:57,250 --> 00:04:54,940 at that point I I went into mildest area 86 00:05:00,130 --> 00:04:57,260 I believe because I started jumping up 87 00:05:02,950 --> 00:05:00,140 and down and I'm yelling over here over 88 00:05:05,290 --> 00:05:02,960 here like doing jumping jacks and 89 00:05:11,020 --> 00:05:05,300 Cindy's grabbing my arm and she's saying 90 00:05:14,860 --> 00:05:11,030 stop it stop it and the ship tilted on 91 00:05:17,770 --> 00:05:14,870 its side and it spoke and it said we see 92 00:05:20,850 --> 00:05:17,780 you and I realized that the ship is 93 00:05:24,310 --> 00:05:20,860 alive this is a living thing 94 00:05:27,400 --> 00:05:24,320 and I grabbed the officers arm and I 95 00:05:32,640 --> 00:05:27,410 said do something I mean he had a gun I 96 00:05:35,200 --> 00:05:32,650 don't know what I expected him to do and 97 00:05:37,330 --> 00:05:35,210 that's the last thing I remember the 98 00:05:39,340 --> 00:05:37,340 next thing I know I'm at home with my 99 00:05:42,340 --> 00:05:39,350 dad and he's kneeling on the kitchen 100 00:05:45,940 --> 00:05:42,350 floor and he's holding me very tightly 101 00:05:48,520 --> 00:05:45,950 and he's telling me it's all right 102 00:05:50,980 --> 00:05:48,530 you're home you're safe you're home 103 00:05:54,040 --> 00:05:50,990 you're safe and I'm wondering what the 104 00:05:58,090 --> 00:05:54,050 heck I look at the clock on the stove 105 00:06:00,220 --> 00:05:58,100 and it's 10 minutes to 9:00 and the 106 00:06:03,520 --> 00:06:00,230 kitchen doors open it's it's almost dark 107 00:06:06,520 --> 00:06:03,530 outside and my dad's not spanking me I 108 00:06:09,520 --> 00:06:06,530 was never allowed out past dusk my dad 109 00:06:13,180 --> 00:06:09,530 would have been taken out I mean we got 110 00:06:18,250 --> 00:06:13,190 spanked back then and he's glad to see 111 00:06:19,930 --> 00:06:18,260 me I couldn't I didn't understand it it 112 00:06:20,710 --> 00:06:19,940 just didn't make sense where did all the 113 00:06:24,010 --> 00:06:20,720 time go 114 00:06:25,930 --> 00:06:24,020 I mean it's 10:00 to 9:00 and it's 115 00:06:30,700 --> 00:06:25,940 getting dark and I go to bed at 9 116 00:06:35,470 --> 00:06:30,710 o'clock and dad's happy to see me well 117 00:06:39,130 --> 00:06:35,480 that night at some point I must have 118 00:06:42,130 --> 00:06:39,140 told my dad about I must have told him 119 00:06:45,850 --> 00:06:42,140 about being on board and mentioned 120 00:06:47,800 --> 00:06:45,860 aliens because my dad shared a secret he 121 00:06:52,950 --> 00:06:47,810 shared a secret with me that night that 122 00:06:57,550 --> 00:06:52,960 I was never to tell not even my mother 123 00:07:00,280 --> 00:06:57,560 and he silenced me he grabbed me by the 124 00:07:03,070 --> 00:07:00,290 forearms and he shook me hard and he 125 00:07:03,790 --> 00:07:03,080 said do you understand but you are never 126 00:07:06,850 --> 00:07:03,800 to speak of 127 00:07:09,309 --> 00:07:06,860 this do you understand and I was crying 128 00:07:13,300 --> 00:07:09,319 and I said I understand but I didn't I 129 00:07:18,460 --> 00:07:13,310 didn't understand and I didn't 130 00:07:21,100 --> 00:07:18,470 understand why I just knew that I had 131 00:07:24,010 --> 00:07:21,110 him I had memories that I had to store 132 00:07:26,710 --> 00:07:24,020 somewhere where no one could get to them 133 00:07:32,080 --> 00:07:26,720 not even be so I stored them in the back 134 00:07:34,540 --> 00:07:32,090 of my mind for 50 years but I couldn't 135 00:07:37,869 --> 00:07:34,550 understand why that night and every 136 00:07:40,510 --> 00:07:37,879 night after that for for so long I would 137 00:07:42,939 --> 00:07:40,520 I had such an intense longing to see 138 00:07:45,490 --> 00:07:42,949 that ship again and I would stand on the 139 00:07:48,100 --> 00:07:45,500 headboard of my bed so that I could look 140 00:07:51,040 --> 00:07:48,110 out of my bedroom window at that spot 141 00:07:54,279 --> 00:07:51,050 where that ship had hovered and I would 142 00:07:57,610 --> 00:07:54,289 chant over and over again please come 143 00:08:05,980 --> 00:07:57,620 back and get me please come back and get 144 00:08:09,659 --> 00:08:05,990 me so for 50 years it just was never 145 00:08:12,129 --> 00:08:09,669 spoke enough never not with a friend 146 00:08:14,529 --> 00:08:12,139 not with a husband that would the 147 00:08:19,149 --> 00:08:14,539 boyfriend not at home not with my mom my 148 00:08:21,519 --> 00:08:19,159 dad I went to several therapists over 149 00:08:24,420 --> 00:08:21,529 the years and I would those each one two 150 00:08:26,950 --> 00:08:24,430 Clues fitnah ties me because I know 151 00:08:31,180 --> 00:08:26,960 there's something inside me that has to 152 00:08:34,360 --> 00:08:31,190 come out but they wouldn't they would 153 00:08:38,019 --> 00:08:34,370 give me a new diagnosis and a new 154 00:08:39,850 --> 00:08:38,029 medication and I still suffer with 155 00:08:44,470 --> 00:08:39,860 post-traumatic stress disorder panic 156 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:44,480 attacks severe anxiety and depression so 157 00:08:50,410 --> 00:08:46,970 that's how I lived my life for 50 years 158 00:08:54,400 --> 00:08:50,420 and that's how Cindy lived her life for 159 00:08:56,560 --> 00:08:54,410 50 years and we didn't there were a 160 00:08:58,449 --> 00:08:56,570 couple times over that half-century that 161 00:09:00,790 --> 00:08:58,459 I tried to get her to talk about it and 162 00:09:04,360 --> 00:09:00,800 all I would have to do is say Cindy can 163 00:09:09,100 --> 00:09:04,370 we talk and she would start shaking and 164 00:09:11,380 --> 00:09:09,110 I don't really think I was ready I for 165 00:09:14,240 --> 00:09:11,390 her to talk about it either because I 166 00:09:16,340 --> 00:09:14,250 would stop at that point but 167 00:09:19,750 --> 00:09:16,350 years went by and it was September 1st 168 00:09:25,760 --> 00:09:19,760 2011 and I was playing on the computer 169 00:09:27,680 --> 00:09:25,770 and I found a ufologist I never even 170 00:09:29,360 --> 00:09:27,690 heard the word ufologist I didn't know 171 00:09:32,390 --> 00:09:29,370 there was such a thing you mean somebody 172 00:09:34,490 --> 00:09:32,400 actually studies this though and his 173 00:09:40,690 --> 00:09:34,500 name was dr. Harry wellness and he was a 174 00:09:45,380 --> 00:09:40,700 former Michigan State MUFON director and 175 00:09:49,280 --> 00:09:45,390 a researcher for over 55 years so I knew 176 00:09:50,990 --> 00:09:49,290 that I could tell him and I sent him an 177 00:09:54,080 --> 00:09:51,000 email I said I might have a story you 178 00:09:57,050 --> 00:09:54,090 might be interested in hearing and he 179 00:09:59,840 --> 00:09:57,060 got back to me immediately and he said 180 00:10:01,160 --> 00:09:59,850 so tell me and I said well I can't do 181 00:10:02,660 --> 00:10:01,170 that it was on the phone when I said I 182 00:10:05,930 --> 00:10:02,670 can't do that I haven't talked about it 183 00:10:07,910 --> 00:10:05,940 in 50 years the next thing I know I'm 184 00:10:10,970 --> 00:10:07,920 telling him everything I could remember 185 00:10:14,150 --> 00:10:10,980 and I get to the point where there's the 186 00:10:20,060 --> 00:10:14,160 missing time I'm telling him how much 187 00:10:22,340 --> 00:10:20,070 what the heck happened I had no memory 188 00:10:26,600 --> 00:10:22,350 so he brought in a regression therapist 189 00:10:28,790 --> 00:10:26,610 von vowels a psychology professor and 190 00:10:31,790 --> 00:10:28,800 regression therapist and together I 191 00:10:36,200 --> 00:10:31,800 lovingly referred to us as the three 192 00:10:41,630 --> 00:10:36,210 musketeers and we did five regressions 193 00:10:43,520 --> 00:10:41,640 over a very short few months period it's 194 00:10:46,720 --> 00:10:43,530 the first regression I thought no I'm 195 00:10:49,160 --> 00:10:46,730 too smart I'm not going to get requests 196 00:10:51,680 --> 00:10:49,170 but I must have really been ready 197 00:10:54,770 --> 00:10:51,690 because I don't remember the first hour 198 00:10:59,140 --> 00:10:54,780 at all but I remember the last few 199 00:11:03,530 --> 00:10:59,150 minutes I said Devon I'm running home 200 00:11:06,290 --> 00:11:03,540 I'm Hollis and I can run fast they're 201 00:11:10,430 --> 00:11:06,300 gonna get me they're going to get me 202 00:11:16,160 --> 00:11:10,440 don't get me take 72 I don't want to be 203 00:11:17,780 --> 00:11:16,170 alone then the next thing I know and I 204 00:11:19,460 --> 00:11:17,790 know how they were gonna get me I knew 205 00:11:21,380 --> 00:11:19,470 how they were gonna get me and I don't 206 00:11:24,140 --> 00:11:21,390 know if they told me or how I would go 207 00:11:27,260 --> 00:11:24,150 but I knew and it was going to be by a 208 00:11:27,790 --> 00:11:27,270 shock in my back and as I was running I 209 00:11:30,610 --> 00:11:27,800 was waiting 210 00:11:32,019 --> 00:11:30,620 for that shock and when it hit me it was 211 00:11:34,150 --> 00:11:32,029 like a cartoon character 212 00:11:38,230 --> 00:11:34,160 I was absolutely frozen and running 213 00:11:41,530 --> 00:11:38,240 position arms and legs locked well it 214 00:11:45,940 --> 00:11:41,540 must have been a funny sight I went from 215 00:11:51,100 --> 00:11:45,950 that now I'm on my back and I'm going up 216 00:11:53,810 --> 00:11:51,110 into the ship and I'm in some kind of an 217 00:11:55,800 --> 00:11:53,820 energy wave and it felt beautiful 218 00:11:59,230 --> 00:11:55,810 [Music] 219 00:12:01,840 --> 00:11:59,240 it just felt beautiful I wanted to stay 220 00:12:03,519 --> 00:12:01,850 in this wave forever and Vaughn's trying 221 00:12:08,199 --> 00:12:03,529 to bring me out of the regression now 222 00:12:11,139 --> 00:12:08,209 and I'm fighting to stay in it and I'm 223 00:12:15,210 --> 00:12:11,149 telling Vaughn my body is waving and 224 00:12:17,079 --> 00:12:15,220 rumbling to the low hum of the ship and 225 00:12:20,650 --> 00:12:17,089 when he brought me out of that 226 00:12:25,120 --> 00:12:20,660 regression I I set up and I said it's 227 00:12:27,730 --> 00:12:25,130 real it's really really real and I knew 228 00:12:31,360 --> 00:12:27,740 at that moment that there was so much 229 00:12:35,019 --> 00:12:31,370 more and I became Nancy Drew and I 230 00:12:37,840 --> 00:12:35,029 became my own investigator and the first 231 00:12:39,370 --> 00:12:37,850 thing I did was to go after Cindy the 232 00:12:42,160 --> 00:12:39,380 little twelve-year-old girl who stood 233 00:12:44,980 --> 00:12:42,170 next to me that day in 61 and this time 234 00:12:47,769 --> 00:12:44,990 she was going to talk and I had three 235 00:12:49,269 --> 00:12:47,779 illustrations at this point and if I had 236 00:12:49,320 --> 00:12:49,279 to I was going to show him down her 237 00:12:51,360 --> 00:12:49,330 throat 238 00:12:53,889 --> 00:12:51,370 [Music] 239 00:12:57,670 --> 00:12:53,899 Cindy was hired core alcoholic at this 240 00:12:59,380 --> 00:12:57,680 time and I prayed to God that she would 241 00:13:03,250 --> 00:12:59,390 be sober when I got to her house or at 242 00:13:06,480 --> 00:13:03,260 least sober enough she was so when I got 243 00:13:11,710 --> 00:13:06,490 there I ordered her into her bedroom and 244 00:13:15,100 --> 00:13:11,720 I said sit and I think she knew what was 245 00:13:18,189 --> 00:13:15,110 coming and I shut the bedroom door and I 246 00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:18,199 said on the opposite side of the bed and 247 00:13:27,759 --> 00:13:25,010 I I said please Sydney and she started 248 00:13:30,850 --> 00:13:27,769 to shake and she said what are you doing 249 00:13:33,310 --> 00:13:30,860 and I thought oh no you don't if I have 250 00:13:35,110 --> 00:13:33,320 to tie you to this damn bed and you're 251 00:13:37,090 --> 00:13:35,120 going to talk 252 00:13:40,720 --> 00:13:37,100 I produced the second illustration and I 253 00:13:43,780 --> 00:13:40,730 tapped on it commanding her to look at 254 00:13:47,110 --> 00:13:43,790 it and she said it's exactly as I 255 00:13:52,030 --> 00:13:47,120 remember and when I produced the third 256 00:13:56,170 --> 00:13:52,040 illustration she said you were gone you 257 00:13:58,180 --> 00:13:56,180 were missing we couldn't find you and 258 00:14:00,269 --> 00:13:58,190 I'm thinking did she just say what I 259 00:14:02,829 --> 00:14:00,279 thought she said I couldn't believe it 260 00:14:05,980 --> 00:14:02,839 did she really just say that I was 261 00:14:07,600 --> 00:14:05,990 missing I was gone so of course my first 262 00:14:09,640 --> 00:14:07,610 question to her was the question I've 263 00:14:13,570 --> 00:14:09,650 been asking myself for 50 years 264 00:14:16,210 --> 00:14:13,580 I said Cindy what were the first words I 265 00:14:18,550 --> 00:14:16,220 spoke when you saw me where did I tell 266 00:14:21,390 --> 00:14:18,560 you I had been and without a second's 267 00:14:23,470 --> 00:14:21,400 hesitation she said outer space 268 00:14:30,700 --> 00:14:23,480 certainly the words of a 12 year old 269 00:14:35,380 --> 00:14:30,710 child we both started crying and we held 270 00:14:38,470 --> 00:14:35,390 each other and we realized that we 271 00:14:41,710 --> 00:14:38,480 hadn't spoken of that for 50 years we 272 00:14:46,780 --> 00:14:41,720 had held that inside me and it was such 273 00:14:52,750 --> 00:14:46,790 a bonding moment for us to know the we 274 00:14:54,699 --> 00:14:52,760 had held that secret for 15 years it's 275 00:14:59,890 --> 00:14:54,709 the closest I think I've ever felt to 276 00:15:01,300 --> 00:14:59,900 another human and we walked into the 277 00:15:05,890 --> 00:15:01,310 living room where her husband Doug was 278 00:15:10,240 --> 00:15:05,900 sitting and he was seated on them in 279 00:15:12,400 --> 00:15:10,250 this recliner and I knelt down on the 280 00:15:16,930 --> 00:15:12,410 floor before him with the three 281 00:15:22,720 --> 00:15:16,940 illustrations and Cindy self in the 282 00:15:25,410 --> 00:15:22,730 chair crossed from you we have to tell 283 00:15:31,240 --> 00:15:28,810 and it's the truth then Cindy kept 284 00:15:32,980 --> 00:15:31,250 saying it's the truth and I thought my 285 00:15:36,310 --> 00:15:32,990 god they've been married what 18 years 286 00:15:38,470 --> 00:15:36,320 and she's never told this man and we 287 00:15:41,050 --> 00:15:38,480 told him everything that we could 288 00:15:44,199 --> 00:15:41,060 remember and he believed us he believed 289 00:15:47,110 --> 00:15:44,209 every word we said and he became 290 00:15:48,360 --> 00:15:47,120 obsessed with ufology after that he 291 00:15:52,139 --> 00:15:48,370 followed it 292 00:15:57,030 --> 00:15:52,149 until he died couple years after that I 293 00:16:05,280 --> 00:15:57,040 think he died two thousand thirteen or 294 00:16:07,259 --> 00:16:05,290 fourteen Cindy and I would would talk on 295 00:16:09,989 --> 00:16:07,269 the phone about it you know as our 296 00:16:12,420 --> 00:16:09,999 memories were coming back to it we would 297 00:16:18,439 --> 00:16:12,430 talk about it and I would record our 298 00:16:24,179 --> 00:16:22,619 she remembered things that I didn't 299 00:16:26,759 --> 00:16:24,189 remember and I remember things she 300 00:16:34,439 --> 00:16:26,769 didn't remember and together we pieced 301 00:16:39,269 --> 00:16:34,449 the story together how we coped I coped 302 00:16:42,869 --> 00:16:39,279 by men and drugs and she coped by 303 00:16:44,910 --> 00:16:42,879 alcohol and attempted suicide so that's 304 00:16:54,480 --> 00:16:44,920 how we coped for that 50 years we were a 305 00:16:58,230 --> 00:16:54,490 mess our lives were a mess and it 306 00:17:00,840 --> 00:16:58,240 infuriates me because it didn't have to 307 00:17:03,679 --> 00:17:00,850 be that way we didn't have to be 308 00:17:10,380 --> 00:17:03,689 silenced but there was a full military 309 00:17:12,449 --> 00:17:10,390 investigation don't and they silenced 310 00:17:16,740 --> 00:17:12,459 everyone you know like they went door to 311 00:17:18,870 --> 00:17:16,750 door and people asked me if there were 312 00:17:21,329 --> 00:17:18,880 pictures taken you can bet they were 313 00:17:26,039 --> 00:17:21,339 pictures taken the ship hovered for 20 314 00:17:27,510 --> 00:17:26,049 minutes against a clear blue sky Cindy's 315 00:17:29,700 --> 00:17:27,520 father had time enough to set up a 316 00:17:31,529 --> 00:17:29,710 tripod telescope so you know there were 317 00:17:34,980 --> 00:17:31,539 pictures and it was the days of the 318 00:17:37,560 --> 00:17:34,990 Polaroid Instamatic cameras so I 319 00:17:44,250 --> 00:17:37,570 jokingly say when there were pictures 320 00:17:51,820 --> 00:17:50,230 they flew my dad to California on a 321 00:17:54,370 --> 00:17:51,830 business trip my dad never went on a 322 00:17:58,690 --> 00:17:54,380 business trip ever not once it's the 323 00:18:02,010 --> 00:17:58,700 only business trip he ever took human 324 00:18:05,470 --> 00:18:02,020 anger when I start talking about them 325 00:18:09,610 --> 00:18:05,480 they offered my dad a job position in 326 00:18:13,900 --> 00:18:09,620 Australia which he did not take and I 327 00:18:15,970 --> 00:18:13,910 only recently remembered this part my 328 00:18:19,810 --> 00:18:15,980 mother took me to stay with strangers 329 00:18:22,720 --> 00:18:19,820 I remember this either a year or two 330 00:18:24,280 --> 00:18:22,730 years ago and she took me to stay with 331 00:18:27,070 --> 00:18:24,290 complete strangers and they couldn't 332 00:18:28,600 --> 00:18:27,080 understand it and I realized now it was 333 00:18:32,460 --> 00:18:28,610 to get me out of time it was to get me 334 00:18:35,290 --> 00:18:32,470 out of Nova until things settled down 335 00:18:39,760 --> 00:18:35,300 the only relief that the poor people in 336 00:18:44,620 --> 00:18:39,770 Nova had from this event was the church 337 00:18:47,310 --> 00:18:44,630 sermon which I have will be posting a 338 00:18:49,840 --> 00:18:47,320 picture of I got fogged in the Novi news 339 00:18:52,900 --> 00:18:49,850 that was posted the following Sunday 340 00:18:56,370 --> 00:18:52,910 after this event and the minister was 341 00:18:58,630 --> 00:18:56,380 kind enough to offer this comfort to the 342 00:19:02,140 --> 00:18:58,640 residents of Novi that had witnessed 343 00:19:06,520 --> 00:19:02,150 this and been silenced and the sermon 344 00:19:09,370 --> 00:19:06,530 was titled the Martian question even 345 00:19:14,500 --> 00:19:09,380 today such a sermon would be unheard of 346 00:19:18,070 --> 00:19:14,510 and he writes what the sermon is going 347 00:19:20,740 --> 00:19:18,080 to be about hoping that these beings are 348 00:19:27,600 --> 00:19:20,750 benevolent glowing beings here to help 349 00:19:38,140 --> 00:19:34,680 Cindy was found dead August 5th 350 00:19:40,300 --> 00:19:38,150 2015 on her kitchen floor where she had 351 00:19:42,820 --> 00:19:40,310 laid for two or three days with her dog 352 00:19:46,900 --> 00:19:42,830 Lucy by her side she had drank herself 353 00:19:52,850 --> 00:19:46,910 to death literally and I can't even 354 00:19:56,570 --> 00:19:52,860 express the grief of 355 00:19:58,690 --> 00:19:56,580 music Cindy because she was such an 356 00:20:02,570 --> 00:19:58,700 important part of this 357 00:20:05,480 --> 00:20:02,580 this was our story we were supposed to 358 00:20:10,580 --> 00:20:05,490 tell this story together she was 359 00:20:12,799 --> 00:20:10,590 supposed to stand on stage with me and I 360 00:20:14,750 --> 00:20:12,809 went for a walk in the park behind my 361 00:20:18,049 --> 00:20:14,760 apartment the day after she was found 362 00:20:23,299 --> 00:20:18,059 and behind sunglasses with snot and 363 00:20:26,659 --> 00:20:23,309 tears running down my face crying I went 364 00:20:29,120 --> 00:20:26,669 from grief to anger and I said damn you 365 00:20:31,370 --> 00:20:29,130 I will never forgive you for this 366 00:20:42,289 --> 00:20:31,380 you finally did it you drink yourself to 367 00:20:48,740 --> 00:20:42,299 death and she said and I knew they were 368 00:20:51,950 --> 00:20:48,750 her lords those men those men they came 369 00:20:55,220 --> 00:20:51,960 to your house they wanted to talk to you 370 00:20:58,820 --> 00:20:55,230 your father threatened to kill them and 371 00:21:01,010 --> 00:20:58,830 I know exactly what men she meant and I 372 00:21:03,799 --> 00:21:01,020 remembered looking out my bedroom window 373 00:21:07,250 --> 00:21:03,809 and watching the Novi police lights 374 00:21:09,860 --> 00:21:07,260 flashing as they escorted a car up my 375 00:21:13,960 --> 00:21:09,870 driveway and I remember my dad telling 376 00:21:17,180 --> 00:21:13,970 me get your bedroom and shut the door 377 00:21:17,740 --> 00:21:17,190 and I remember hearing yelling and 378 00:21:20,270 --> 00:21:17,750 screaming 379 00:21:22,850 --> 00:21:20,280 there was no way my dad was going to let 380 00:21:26,840 --> 00:21:22,860 them talk to me you know my dad was a 381 00:21:29,360 --> 00:21:26,850 world war two combat soldier and you 382 00:21:34,640 --> 00:21:29,370 didn't mess with my dad he had died for 383 00:21:36,460 --> 00:21:34,650 his kids and it pisses me off that they 384 00:21:39,820 --> 00:21:36,470 wanted to talk to a 12 year old child 385 00:21:46,159 --> 00:21:39,830 how dare they after I've been 386 00:21:49,130 --> 00:21:46,169 traumatized they didn't care as far as 387 00:21:54,110 --> 00:21:49,140 I'm concerned they murdered Cindy and 388 00:21:57,260 --> 00:21:54,120 they took away my life and that's what 389 00:22:00,310 --> 00:21:57,270 they do that's our government it's your 390 00:22:06,920 --> 00:22:03,140 former police chief fleabag all who will 391 00:22:15,230 --> 00:22:06,930 be 98 in on 4th of July we still have 392 00:22:16,220 --> 00:22:15,240 phone conversations and I begged him to 393 00:22:20,420 --> 00:22:16,230 tell me 394 00:22:22,270 --> 00:22:20,430 I said you knew you know you're not 395 00:22:25,280 --> 00:22:22,280 getting any younger and you've got 396 00:22:28,400 --> 00:22:25,290 information that I need please don't 397 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:28,410 take it with you and he said and he gave 398 00:22:35,930 --> 00:22:32,010 me and I recorded and quote quote him 399 00:22:40,130 --> 00:22:35,940 and he said they came in from the Air 400 00:22:42,470 --> 00:22:40,140 Force from New Mexico or Arizona they 401 00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:42,480 were military doing an official 402 00:22:50,540 --> 00:22:47,730 investigation they came in prepared to 403 00:22:52,820 --> 00:22:50,550 disbelieve everyone because things like 404 00:22:57,620 --> 00:22:52,830 that don't happen but they do don't they 405 00:23:00,440 --> 00:22:57,630 Nancy they knew how to talk they wanted 406 00:23:06,020 --> 00:23:00,450 to talk to everyone they didn't want to 407 00:23:07,990 --> 00:23:06,030 start a panic I think your father made a 408 00:23:15,710 --> 00:23:08,000 mistake and not letting you talk to them 409 00:23:18,530 --> 00:23:15,720 and I said chief I was only 12 and he 410 00:23:23,090 --> 00:23:18,540 said well you're a big girl now and you 411 00:23:28,310 --> 00:23:23,100 can tell your story and I got really 412 00:23:32,480 --> 00:23:28,320 emotional I said thank you chief and he 413 00:23:36,080 --> 00:23:32,490 said dick Faulkner was on duty that 414 00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:36,090 night that once twice he said dick 415 00:23:41,660 --> 00:23:39,810 Faulkner was on duty that night placing 416 00:23:45,730 --> 00:23:41,670 him at the scene he was one of the two 417 00:23:52,550 --> 00:23:48,620 and so I started doing some research on 418 00:23:55,850 --> 00:23:52,560 dick Faulkner and found out that he 419 00:23:59,810 --> 00:23:55,860 became a police officer July 20th 1960 1 420 00:24:01,970 --> 00:23:59,820 and I said to the chief I said it must 421 00:24:04,220 --> 00:24:01,980 have scared the poop out of the officers 422 00:24:07,760 --> 00:24:04,230 when they saw Martin Colin's car being 423 00:24:12,200 --> 00:24:07,770 immobilized and he slipped up and he 424 00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:12,210 said yeah he said they got in their car 425 00:24:15,690 --> 00:24:13,330 and took off 426 00:24:17,369 --> 00:24:15,700 which explains why in my one 427 00:24:18,810 --> 00:24:17,379 illustration that I have drawn of me 428 00:24:20,249 --> 00:24:18,820 inside the ship looking outside the 429 00:24:22,109 --> 00:24:20,259 window where we were standing 430 00:24:23,489 --> 00:24:22,119 why there was no one there the police 431 00:24:26,039 --> 00:24:23,499 car was gone and the police were gone 432 00:24:31,409 --> 00:24:26,049 they left they left two little 433 00:24:33,330 --> 00:24:31,419 twelve-year-old girls they left two 434 00:24:34,859 --> 00:24:33,340 twelve-year-old little girls so when I 435 00:24:36,450 --> 00:24:34,869 look out the window of that ship the 436 00:24:41,729 --> 00:24:36,460 only one standing there with Cindy's 437 00:24:45,019 --> 00:24:41,739 father the only one brave enough the 438 00:24:50,940 --> 00:24:45,029 only one brave enough was Cindy's father 439 00:24:55,590 --> 00:24:50,950 so this is why I dig Faulkner doesn't 440 00:24:58,529 --> 00:24:55,600 want to talk about it because he's I'd 441 00:25:01,759 --> 00:24:58,539 be ashamed to you know there really 442 00:25:07,619 --> 00:25:01,769 wasn't much you could probably have done 443 00:25:11,489 --> 00:25:07,629 but getting in this car taking off well 444 00:25:14,729 --> 00:25:11,499 I was on board I remember running right 445 00:25:16,919 --> 00:25:14,739 past the pilot I wasn't scared because 446 00:25:20,340 --> 00:25:16,929 he looked just like anybody's father and 447 00:25:23,369 --> 00:25:20,350 I knew he was the pilot and they stood 448 00:25:26,159 --> 00:25:23,379 in the middle of this empty room of the 449 00:25:29,279 --> 00:25:26,169 ship and I remember I don't know if I 450 00:25:32,509 --> 00:25:29,289 thought it or I said it but I said I I 451 00:25:35,340 --> 00:25:32,519 can't believe I'm on a flying saucer and 452 00:25:38,389 --> 00:25:35,350 I could feel his humor we were 453 00:25:44,159 --> 00:25:38,399 telepathically communicating he said 454 00:25:45,659 --> 00:25:44,169 it's a ship and I said mister this can't 455 00:25:47,369 --> 00:25:45,669 be a ship and this is how he got the 456 00:25:51,570 --> 00:25:47,379 name mister that I still call him by 457 00:25:54,119 --> 00:25:51,580 today not Mis ter but Mr period with 458 00:25:57,299 --> 00:25:54,129 respect I said mister this can't be a 459 00:26:00,509 --> 00:25:57,309 ship because a ship is what Captain Hook 460 00:26:05,570 --> 00:26:00,519 was on and a ship goes in the water and 461 00:26:13,710 --> 00:26:08,849 then I was next thing I remember I'm in 462 00:26:18,899 --> 00:26:13,720 a room and they tell me they want to see 463 00:26:23,849 --> 00:26:18,909 inside me and I look above me and Cindy 464 00:26:26,159 --> 00:26:23,859 is in a cylindrical clear tube and I 465 00:26:27,270 --> 00:26:26,169 realize now it was a holding cell they 466 00:26:29,970 --> 00:26:27,280 had I said gets 467 00:26:32,790 --> 00:26:29,980 - they had and they had put her there 468 00:26:35,730 --> 00:26:32,800 and then she did a regression before she 469 00:26:38,370 --> 00:26:35,740 died thank God and she talks about being 470 00:26:40,950 --> 00:26:38,380 in the cylindrical tube watching them do 471 00:26:44,160 --> 00:26:40,960 this procedure to me doing something to 472 00:26:47,780 --> 00:26:44,170 Nancy's stomach and she remembers being 473 00:26:51,270 --> 00:26:47,790 in the tube talk about validation and 474 00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:51,280 she said I'm dressed I have clothes on 475 00:26:55,710 --> 00:26:52,810 and I'm not scared because I'm in the 476 00:26:56,940 --> 00:26:55,720 tube she said but Nancy isn't I mean she 477 00:26:59,280 --> 00:26:56,950 doesn't have any clothes on 478 00:27:01,290 --> 00:26:59,290 and I didn't and the reason they told me 479 00:27:04,410 --> 00:27:01,300 they wanted to see inside they were 480 00:27:06,420 --> 00:27:04,420 talking to a 12-year old they couldn't 481 00:27:07,830 --> 00:27:06,430 say we were hurry they were they were 482 00:27:09,690 --> 00:27:07,840 harvesting eggs is what they were doing 483 00:27:12,870 --> 00:27:09,700 and I would never have understood what 484 00:27:15,870 --> 00:27:12,880 that meant and my regression therapist 485 00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:15,880 said are they doing it with malice and I 486 00:27:30,780 --> 00:27:27,840 I cried through the laparoscopy and then 487 00:27:34,230 --> 00:27:30,790 I after that they placed a cylindrical 488 00:27:35,790 --> 00:27:34,240 metal object in my right hand and I 489 00:27:39,720 --> 00:27:35,800 instinctively knew to curl my fingers 490 00:27:42,030 --> 00:27:39,730 around it and I knew that they were 491 00:27:46,440 --> 00:27:42,040 giving me something contained within 492 00:27:49,050 --> 00:27:46,450 this rod information whatever but if you 493 00:27:52,200 --> 00:27:49,060 look at my illustration you'll see that 494 00:27:54,060 --> 00:27:52,210 all the beings they're grey beings are 495 00:27:57,210 --> 00:27:54,070 looking at the same spot on the wall 496 00:28:01,170 --> 00:27:57,220 they are looking at a monitor they are 497 00:28:03,780 --> 00:28:01,180 monitoring what they are putting than 498 00:28:05,850 --> 00:28:03,790 what is contained within this rod and I 499 00:28:09,750 --> 00:28:05,860 believe some of what they were giving me 500 00:28:12,480 --> 00:28:09,760 is what I held for 50 years inside and I 501 00:28:15,720 --> 00:28:12,490 was either programmed or ready to awaken 502 00:28:21,450 --> 00:28:15,730 in 2011 when I did now to be telling my 503 00:28:23,370 --> 00:28:21,460 story and they gave me a message and I 504 00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:23,380 attached the message that they gave me 505 00:28:30,360 --> 00:28:26,410 take this baton and run with it be an 506 00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:30,370 ambassador so that's what I'm doing my 507 00:28:35,100 --> 00:28:32,770 my main mission is to help people to 508 00:28:36,820 --> 00:28:35,110 help them lose the fear and to come 509 00:28:42,830 --> 00:28:36,830 forward 510 00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:42,840 it's in keeping the secret that that 511 00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:44,850 causes all of the emotional and physical 512 00:28:50,200 --> 00:28:47,850 problems you know I I have a woman that 513 00:28:53,180 --> 00:28:50,210 that contacted me and she'd been married 514 00:28:55,280 --> 00:28:53,190 thirty years and hasn't told her husband 515 00:28:58,220 --> 00:28:55,290 and I asked her if she was happily 516 00:29:00,710 --> 00:28:58,230 married and she said yes and I said no 517 00:29:05,420 --> 00:29:00,720 you're not if you were happily married 518 00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:05,430 you would tell your husband you can't 519 00:29:12,950 --> 00:29:08,850 hold this inside for fear that people 520 00:29:15,680 --> 00:29:12,960 are going to bully you or I mean I've 521 00:29:17,840 --> 00:29:15,690 lost friends and family and people are 522 00:29:20,300 --> 00:29:17,850 afraid of me they actually avoid me you 523 00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:20,310 know those aren't my friends and family 524 00:29:26,030 --> 00:29:24,090 and at first it hurt and now I'm 525 00:29:28,700 --> 00:29:26,040 relieved I'm relieved they're out of my 526 00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:28,710 life because I can tell my story if 527 00:29:33,500 --> 00:29:30,690 they're ready to come back into my life 528 00:29:36,370 --> 00:29:33,510 at some point wonderful fine if they 529 00:29:40,550 --> 00:29:36,380 don't they were never family or friends 530 00:29:42,890 --> 00:29:40,560 I'm healing now I'm I thought of myself 531 00:29:45,470 --> 00:29:42,900 as scar tissue I actually voiced those 532 00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:45,480 words that I was scar tissue I had no 533 00:29:51,770 --> 00:29:47,730 idea that I was an intelligent woman I 534 00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:51,780 had no self-esteem no self-worth I've 535 00:29:59,060 --> 00:29:56,330 gone from what I was to Who I am now in 536 00:30:04,970 --> 00:29:59,070 such a short period of time I'm not I 537 00:30:07,790 --> 00:30:04,980 don't even know who that person was so 538 00:30:11,750 --> 00:30:07,800 I'm glad to be doing what I'm doing I've 539 00:30:14,150 --> 00:30:11,760 only seen mister in reptilian form one 540 00:30:18,680 --> 00:30:14,160 time and that was when I was three years 541 00:30:22,910 --> 00:30:18,690 old and that was my that was remembered 542 00:30:27,250 --> 00:30:22,920 through a through a regression and I 543 00:30:30,590 --> 00:30:27,260 kept thinking aqui aqui I grew up with 544 00:30:32,480 --> 00:30:30,600 great manners and I knew that you 545 00:30:36,260 --> 00:30:32,490 wouldn't you would never say the word 546 00:30:37,970 --> 00:30:36,270 but I was feeling it and he felt that I 547 00:30:41,150 --> 00:30:37,980 was feeling it so he's never shown 548 00:30:43,070 --> 00:30:41,160 himself in that form sense because it it 549 00:30:45,080 --> 00:30:43,080 creeped me out watching is the scales 550 00:30:47,630 --> 00:30:45,090 would pull away from the foundation I 551 00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:47,640 could see them moving and I kept 552 00:30:52,810 --> 00:30:49,010 thinking it was a key 553 00:31:01,950 --> 00:30:52,820 but he's seven eight feet tall greenish 554 00:31:04,570 --> 00:31:01,960 brown a slit for a mouth amber eyes 555 00:31:06,730 --> 00:31:04,580 loving but when they look at you they 556 00:31:12,250 --> 00:31:06,740 look at you with love he has a very 557 00:31:14,799 --> 00:31:12,260 heavy tail that rests on the floor and 558 00:31:16,830 --> 00:31:14,809 his feet are like I called him alligator 559 00:31:19,780 --> 00:31:16,840 feet they look just like an alligator 560 00:31:26,169 --> 00:31:19,790 he's built like a baseball player not a 561 00:31:29,230 --> 00:31:26,179 football player he exudes power and and 562 00:31:31,570 --> 00:31:29,240 demands respect and he tells me that he 563 00:31:35,919 --> 00:31:31,580 is respected by all species of beings 564 00:31:37,690 --> 00:31:35,929 they all respect him and when I took his 565 00:31:40,090 --> 00:31:37,700 picture I drew a picture of him he put 566 00:31:41,850 --> 00:31:40,100 it in my head and he made me draw it and 567 00:31:46,750 --> 00:31:41,860 after I drew it he said write below 568 00:31:48,820 --> 00:31:46,760 write these words see me as I am and I 569 00:31:51,010 --> 00:31:48,830 took it with me to a few MUFON meetings 570 00:31:54,250 --> 00:31:51,020 a couple of MUFON meetings only to be 571 00:31:57,520 --> 00:31:54,260 told if he's a reptilian and I said I 572 00:31:59,740 --> 00:31:57,530 guess well he's a drip draconian 573 00:32:01,900 --> 00:31:59,750 reptilian and they're evil and they eat 574 00:32:06,460 --> 00:32:01,910 babies I mean some of the things I've 575 00:32:08,740 --> 00:32:06,470 heard I didn't care what they said I 576 00:32:12,789 --> 00:32:08,750 loved him I still love him and I find 577 00:32:20,500 --> 00:32:12,799 myself defending him because all I've 578 00:32:23,049 --> 00:32:20,510 ever received is loving messages one of 579 00:32:24,010 --> 00:32:23,059 the messages was our messages are not 580 00:32:25,570 --> 00:32:24,020 for everyone 581 00:32:28,390 --> 00:32:25,580 many will be left I wish to the quotes 582 00:32:30,549 --> 00:32:28,400 because they kept in quotes how our 583 00:32:36,120 --> 00:32:30,559 messages are not for everyone many will 584 00:32:39,070 --> 00:32:36,130 be left behind and you ask who we are 585 00:32:44,799 --> 00:32:39,080 you have only to look in the mirror we 586 00:32:46,690 --> 00:32:44,809 are you we are all one all memories are 587 00:32:49,480 --> 00:32:46,700 packed and taken with us in each new 588 00:32:53,470 --> 00:32:49,490 life when the load becomes too heavy 589 00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:53,480 we travel or become light knowledge 590 00:32:57,149 --> 00:32:55,370 energy but those are my words and I've 591 00:32:59,590 --> 00:32:57,159 heard other people use those words but 592 00:33:02,140 --> 00:32:59,600 those were those are my words and they 593 00:33:03,009 --> 00:33:02,150 were given to me by mr. so whenever you 594 00:33:05,970 --> 00:33:03,019 hear the word 595 00:33:10,989 --> 00:33:05,980 they travel as light knowledge energy 596 00:33:13,330 --> 00:33:10,999 that's how they travel and I heard a 597 00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:13,340 speaker one time saying that they 598 00:33:20,350 --> 00:33:17,090 traveled as light energy I said to dr. 599 00:33:21,820 --> 00:33:20,360 wellness he forgot knowledge and dr. 600 00:33:25,560 --> 00:33:21,830 wellness said yes and that's very 601 00:33:30,580 --> 00:33:25,570 important part of the message and it is 602 00:33:33,190 --> 00:33:30,590 so whatever we are we are always who we 603 00:33:35,649 --> 00:33:33,200 are meaning that our consciousness is 604 00:33:38,830 --> 00:33:35,659 always our consciousness it just goes 605 00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:38,840 into a different vessel so when you have 606 00:33:44,049 --> 00:33:40,970 memories or you meet someone that you 607 00:33:46,840 --> 00:33:44,059 feel you've known before it's because if 608 00:33:51,070 --> 00:33:46,850 our consciousness carries all of this 609 00:33:54,190 --> 00:33:51,080 with us you know there is no no death I 610 00:33:57,399 --> 00:33:54,200 was made to draw an illustration it'll 611 00:34:01,210 --> 00:33:57,409 be in my second book and it's a circle 612 00:34:04,060 --> 00:34:01,220 within a circle within a circle and the 613 00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:04,070 outer circle has the words past present 614 00:34:10,119 --> 00:34:07,610 future there is no we are in the past we 615 00:34:16,139 --> 00:34:10,129 are in the future we are in the now all 616 00:34:19,020 --> 00:34:16,149 at once maybe in a different mention and 617 00:34:24,190 --> 00:34:19,030 the answer to everything is so simple 618 00:34:31,450 --> 00:34:24,200 it's so freakin simple it's just love 619 00:34:37,389 --> 00:34:31,460 that's it love unity oneness so on 620 00:34:39,280 --> 00:34:37,399 September of 2011 when I first spoke 621 00:34:41,589 --> 00:34:39,290 with dr. wellness and after the third 622 00:34:44,559 --> 00:34:41,599 regression it was like Pandora's Box it 623 00:34:47,200 --> 00:34:44,569 open for me all my memories everything 624 00:34:48,790 --> 00:34:47,210 started surfacing it was unbelievable I 625 00:34:59,079 --> 00:34:48,800 started getting message after message 626 00:35:04,030 --> 00:34:59,089 and images and in 2015 I had a wonderful 627 00:35:07,839 --> 00:35:04,040 experience with mister and he was in the 628 00:35:14,319 --> 00:35:07,849 light knowledge energy form and he he is 629 00:35:17,870 --> 00:35:14,329 the size and shape of of who he is 630 00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:17,880 but he's a featureless form but I know 631 00:35:25,839 --> 00:35:21,810 it's him and we were walking down a rim 632 00:35:30,290 --> 00:35:25,849 to the bottom of level of the ship and 633 00:35:33,470 --> 00:35:30,300 as we we get there there is this angelic 634 00:35:35,569 --> 00:35:33,480 being greeting us and he has the biggest 635 00:35:39,020 --> 00:35:35,579 smile you can imagine he was all teeth 636 00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:39,030 and he had big fluffy white wings and a 637 00:35:49,280 --> 00:35:46,410 long white robe and I actually felt he 638 00:35:52,790 --> 00:35:49,290 was expecting us and I felt honored that 639 00:35:54,680 --> 00:35:52,800 Mister would be bringing me to this 640 00:35:56,960 --> 00:35:54,690 lower level of the ship to show me what 641 00:35:58,790 --> 00:35:56,970 he was about to show me especially since 642 00:36:00,880 --> 00:35:58,800 I know nothing about the computer I mean 643 00:36:10,880 --> 00:36:00,890 literally if it's not Google or YouTube 644 00:36:14,109 --> 00:36:10,890 I wrote my book in Gmail compose so the 645 00:36:17,270 --> 00:36:14,119 lower level of the ship is nothing but 646 00:36:18,920 --> 00:36:17,280 computer computer chip boards the only 647 00:36:20,450 --> 00:36:18,930 time I've ever seen anything like it was 648 00:36:23,089 --> 00:36:20,460 a friend of mine had the back of his 649 00:36:26,300 --> 00:36:23,099 television off and I said that's it 650 00:36:28,819 --> 00:36:26,310 that is what I saw the ship the whole 651 00:36:31,370 --> 00:36:28,829 bottom of the ship with that and it was 652 00:36:33,559 --> 00:36:31,380 divided into sections and it each 653 00:36:36,470 --> 00:36:33,569 section stood a different angelic being 654 00:36:38,359 --> 00:36:36,480 and they were all busy working so the 655 00:36:40,550 --> 00:36:38,369 only one I saw face on was the one that 656 00:36:43,599 --> 00:36:40,560 was greeting us and they were all 657 00:36:47,900 --> 00:36:43,609 working hard busy busy 658 00:36:49,819 --> 00:36:47,910 and I understood that they were all 659 00:36:51,859 --> 00:36:49,829 different species they were all 660 00:36:54,859 --> 00:36:51,869 representing a different species of 661 00:36:58,130 --> 00:36:54,869 being and they were all working together 662 00:37:01,609 --> 00:36:58,140 the love that I felt you don't feel it 663 00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:01,619 here on earth it doesn't exist but it 664 00:37:11,210 --> 00:37:05,010 was a unity and a oneness and a love of 665 00:37:12,770 --> 00:37:11,220 all of these different they were they 666 00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:12,780 were each representing a different 667 00:37:18,020 --> 00:37:15,810 species of being is how I understood it 668 00:37:22,940 --> 00:37:18,030 to be and they were all working together 669 00:37:24,650 --> 00:37:22,950 for the earth and I reached up to mr. 670 00:37:26,940 --> 00:37:24,660 who was nothing but energy of barman I 671 00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:26,950 said what are they 672 00:37:33,780 --> 00:37:30,010 Jules they all have links and he said 673 00:37:36,180 --> 00:37:33,790 asked them so I I went to look at the 674 00:37:40,950 --> 00:37:36,190 smiling angelic being who had greeted us 675 00:37:43,859 --> 00:37:40,960 and he said we are benevolent beings we 676 00:37:48,480 --> 00:37:43,869 are here to help save the planet if that 677 00:37:50,190 --> 00:37:48,490 makes us angels than we are and I didn't 678 00:37:53,430 --> 00:37:50,200 want to leave you could feel the 679 00:38:01,680 --> 00:37:53,440 electricity in the air in this room like 680 00:38:06,599 --> 00:38:01,690 a like a vibrational energy of love it 681 00:38:11,240 --> 00:38:06,609 was beautiful and a couple months after 682 00:38:16,710 --> 00:38:11,250 this incident mister said to me quote 683 00:38:18,390 --> 00:38:16,720 you now have your wings and I wrote to 684 00:38:20,670 --> 00:38:18,400 David Chase who has a chapter in the 685 00:38:23,700 --> 00:38:20,680 book and I was really upset I was crying 686 00:38:25,920 --> 00:38:23,710 I should I got my wings what does that 687 00:38:27,390 --> 00:38:25,930 mean misters leaving me and David said 688 00:38:30,540 --> 00:38:27,400 no misters never gonna leave you and 689 00:38:33,839 --> 00:38:30,550 he's not he just wanted me to know that 690 00:38:37,920 --> 00:38:33,849 I had I had earned my wings and that's 691 00:38:42,960 --> 00:38:37,930 why he took me aboard and and let me 692 00:38:45,150 --> 00:38:42,970 experience this I feel so blessed that I 693 00:38:48,990 --> 00:38:45,160 got to experience this yeah in fact the 694 00:38:50,490 --> 00:38:49,000 last message that I received was I was 695 00:38:52,620 --> 00:38:50,500 worried about this conference because 696 00:38:56,069 --> 00:38:52,630 this is my first speaking engagement and 697 00:38:59,609 --> 00:38:56,079 yeah I'll tell you I'm nervous and I was 698 00:39:02,460 --> 00:38:59,619 told your words will reach the ears for 699 00:39:04,859 --> 00:39:02,470 those they are intended so I'm not 700 00:39:07,349 --> 00:39:04,869 that's put me at ease I'm not worried 701 00:39:12,210 --> 00:39:07,359 about you know being oh they're just 702 00:39:15,030 --> 00:39:12,220 always going to be debunkers and the 703 00:39:17,220 --> 00:39:15,040 bullies and you know the mockers and the 704 00:39:22,290 --> 00:39:17,230 government you know we we talked about 705 00:39:27,030 --> 00:39:22,300 that earlier the government and they'll 706 00:39:27,780 --> 00:39:27,040 try to make me look crazy but I speak 707 00:39:34,109 --> 00:39:27,790 the truth 708 00:39:36,120 --> 00:39:34,119 and any experiencer you know it you can 709 00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:36,130 feel it you feel it in the air things 710 00:39:42,740 --> 00:39:38,970 are happening it's all around us 711 00:39:44,840 --> 00:39:42,750 I loved love to add this right here dr. 712 00:39:49,420 --> 00:39:44,850 Sarah Konrath from the University of 713 00:39:53,690 --> 00:39:49,430 Michigan did a study a 20-year study of 714 00:39:58,100 --> 00:39:53,700 14,000 students college students to find 715 00:40:01,760 --> 00:39:58,110 the today's students are 40% lower in 716 00:40:03,590 --> 00:40:01,770 empathy than students of 20 to 30 years 717 00:40:08,630 --> 00:40:03,600 ago I'm going to say that again 718 00:40:12,200 --> 00:40:08,640 40% lower humanity cannot exist without 719 00:40:16,550 --> 00:40:12,210 empathy no species can exist without 720 00:40:20,060 --> 00:40:16,560 without empathy so that is why they are 721 00:40:21,800 --> 00:40:20,070 here now because we've got we're at a 722 00:40:24,140 --> 00:40:21,810 tipping point empathy is at a tipping 723 00:40:26,420 --> 00:40:24,150 point right now and we've got too many 724 00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:26,430 people with their fingers on the button 725 00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:27,930 and it's not going to happen so don't 726 00:40:31,460 --> 00:40:29,610 worry about it because they're not going 727 00:40:34,370 --> 00:40:31,470 to let it happen this is not our planet 728 00:40:38,870 --> 00:40:34,380 never been our planet we treat it like 729 00:40:44,390 --> 00:40:38,880 crap and they've waited long enough and 730 00:40:46,280 --> 00:40:44,400 they have to step in because of what 731 00:40:50,830 --> 00:40:46,290 we've done to this planet and what we've 732 00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:50,840 become you see all the people running 733 00:40:58,520 --> 00:40:55,530 the countries need i say more we were 734 00:40:59,450 --> 00:40:58,530 talking about sociopaths ruling us this 735 00:41:02,810 --> 00:40:59,460 is terrifying 736 00:41:05,270 --> 00:41:02,820 and we can't continue like this so yes 737 00:41:10,640 --> 00:41:05,280 they're going to step in yeah I would 738 00:41:13,730 --> 00:41:10,650 like to close by by asking everyone that 739 00:41:18,350 --> 00:41:13,740 is an experiencer and is holding this 740 00:41:19,550 --> 00:41:18,360 inside to please share please it's the 741 00:41:20,960 --> 00:41:19,560 only way you're going to heal you or 742 00:41:23,480 --> 00:41:20,970 you're not going to believe how much 743 00:41:25,690 --> 00:41:23,490 better you're going to feel if you lose 744 00:41:28,430 --> 00:41:25,700 family and friends they weren't yours 745 00:41:31,940 --> 00:41:28,440 you know they were never your family or 746 00:41:37,220 --> 00:41:31,950 friends I am now with my family and